i’ve never been into online dating but i’ve been talking to Pizza hut boy for quite some time now and he wants to see a movie this week…
back to stuffing my anxiety in my mouth
today i had: (all within about 3 hours)
- 3 cups of ice cream
- small mcdonalds fry
- uncrustable pbj sandwich
- chips and salsa
- like 10 chewy chips ahoy cookies
- king size kitkat
- 52 oz cherry coke
- giant slice of spaghetti pie
someone come shoot this pig. I WASN’T EVEN HUNGRY. :P
my tummy hurts now…
what sucks is that i have to wake up in 7 hours to take an AP BIO test.
I’m so not ready and exhausted.
PROM ENDED AT 4AM TODAY
for me it ended at 7am though. ;p
Our group consisted of his 2 friends and their dates. I didn’t really care for the girls but we got along ok. First we had pictures taken at some garden/park. Then we went out to eat. The dance was amazing. Theme-Beauty and the Beast. Post Prom was suuuper fun. Went from 11pm-4am. Then afterwards when I was heading home Austin’s friend called him and wanted us to come to his house. HOWEVER I was to be home around 4 according to my parents but I didn’t want to go. So I turned off my phone and headed over. We watched Nemo but I fell asleep whilst cuddling on the couch. :3
Total:
-3 slow dances
-Held my hand all night pretty much
-Cuddling for 3 hours
currently hiding in my room with a half quart container of cookies and cream and a giant spoon. i’m not even hungry.
Sometimes I feel okay and then I’m like wow that was a really nice 45 seconds
(via lyciabo)
les trois garcons
1. Austin, senior, the boy who asked me to prom. We are going as friends and I was actually suprised he asked me cause I really didn’t know him well at the time. We have been texting a lot recently and yesterday he and I went to get coffee and work on homework together. This morning he saw me in the parking lot and walked me to my class. I guess we are going to hang out saturday evening. I don’t know where we stand in our friendship. I am pretty sure he likes me/is starting to like me more than just friends. We shall see how saturday goes..
2. Matt, junior, aka Pizza Hut Boy, (not my best friend matt), is a boy who I have said about 10 words to IRL. He added me on fb and chats with me from 8-10pm every night. We just talk about random things and he sends me cute gifs and pictures of baby animals. He seems nice and mentioned seeing a movie sometime and hanging out but idk. He always is like “you are so funny/cute/awesome”. IDK. I’ve never really started a friendship/what ever this is/ online before. He is also super jealous of Austin taking me to prom. He told me he was thinking about asking me…but I HARDLY KNOW HIM. Might be something I look into (meeting up with him) but still unsure. Part of me wants him delivering a pizza with like a heart made of skittles or something. Like the pizza that says SORRY in Princess Diaries…
3.Connor, sophomore, I work at concessions with him. He flirts with me like we are 10 years old. We pick on each other and it’s cute. He is cute. :) He keeps asking about my prom date as well which is kind of suspicious. I don’t know if he has a girlfriend but he does text some girl the entire time he works with me.
4/30/12
i talked to one of the school counselors today. the appointment was scheduled by my over concerned mother. it went ok. she wants me to try cognitive behavior therapy. i am supposed to take note of all repeated negative thoughts i have when i pull/pick/feel bad. i see her again next monday. i hate telling people about my problems but i get to miss band.
